My River Of Blood

sex appeal – www.lilkim20152002@yahoo.com

Going back in the days…the days that I was with you.
The days that you started my river flowing and the days
I refused to leave because I thought you really loved me.
The abuse you gave me,the threats that you made to me
would make any woman afraid to leave.

But I got out as soon as I could to never see or touch
the likes of you.
You said you loved me and that had me fooled and I finally
realized that I was a fool for you.
I’m glad to say that I got away from you.
I’m glad to say I got a good man and that good man isn’t you.
My river of blood no longer runs through me for you.
It’s kept within me…where it belongs.

Abuse

black_paradise – mekalical@hotmail.com

There are many types of abuse
Physical, Psychological, Emotional…
Why?
What makes people do this to others,
usually the very people they should love they hurt…
Control.. that’s their desire control..

Tell me what the F#$% makes a man
Look at his 5 yr old baby
And lusts after her..
” Come show daddy how u love him”
Why can’t he go get a woman his age to satisfy him?
Control…
He can’t control the women out there
But he can controll that little girl..
Why don’t he see he’s killing her
Making her something she cannot be…

Tell me
What makes a 73 year old grandfather
Have intercourse with a 3 month baby?
That sick bastard should be shot…
Let me shoot him..please
Control…He can barely control himself
so he wants to control the innocent….
Damn him straight to hell….

What makes a woman stay with a man
Who beats her
So she can’t walk for days
She thinks she loves him, thinks he will change…
ButSh*T… that man is stuck in his ways
He will never love her..
And she may die at his hands…
Why?

What makes a woman stay with her boyfriend
And Put her daughter out of the home
Becasue the man rape the girl continuously
till she carries his child…
Heartless..
So what if he puts food on the table…
Sister you are worth so much more than food and a few $
love yourself and your child…
YOU help make her what she will be
Cause when she needed u
Where you be?

What makes a woman
abandon her newborn baby
By a river
Becasue it was a girl or she did not want the child…
Damn you.. so many people try so hard for kids and cant get that joy
And you selfish B!*ch you give that up
Everybody already know you was pregnant
So fool why try to hide it!
Take the baby to an orphanage..
to a hospital.. somethin..

what makes a father beat his child to death
What makes a mother starve her children
or one particular child..
So what if the grades dropped
That is the way of a F@#$ing child…
He’ll get better with love not if he’s dead

What makes a friend betray his friend
For material things
A girl,
A job…
You throw a 20 year friendship away because of that?
You stupid…

People…
Society is in a mess..
It’s up to us to fix it
Change what happens to our generation and after
Love yourself and your children..
Love unconditionally

I can go on and on..
Some of you heard stories
We cant live our lives like this
Just as how Judas betrayed Jesus..
We as society are betraying our world, our children, our souls..
To the devil
For what…
30 years of sexual bliss, financial gain..
Not me…
But we all need to chip in
we need to work together to save our world…
So help me….

Girlfriends

chococalypso – chococalypso@yahoo.com

Some people are hard-headed but all heads can be bust.
You should have learned that lesson well when he misused your trust.
Who was there to help you heal every time he blacked your eye?
Who was there to offer a shoulder when all you wanted to do was cry?
Who was there to apply band-aids and peroxide to your wounds?
Who was there beside your hospital bed to shower you with flowers and balloons?
Who was there to spend the night when you were afraid to go home alone?
Who was there to comfort you until you fell asleep on the telephone?
Who was there that day you had to testify against him in court?
Who was there not judging you but just offering love and support?
It was me, your girlfriend, I have always been by your side.
So I can’t for the life of me understand why you just up and lied.
Were you jealous of my relationship with the man I plan to marry?
Or is it really that misery loves company and if so well that’s just scary!
Really it was plain unfair of you to try to take my happiness away.
What on earth did I do to you to make you act this way?
Then for you to claim that I had wanted to be raped!?
Saying such a thing as that lets me know this friendship was a mistake!
And you of all people, who have been through a whole slew of abuse!
Girl you were gang-banged twice by more than 7 dudes!
So why you would take an awful thing like that and throw it in my face?
I won’t even try to explain it but your life is a total disgrace.
You sit amongst your cackling hens of friends who talk about you behind your back.
Even through the worst of your drama I have never acted like that.
Then you told my man that our baby may not even be his!
Girl I can’t believe you, what kind of shit is this?!
I’m not worried because I still have my man’s trust despite what you said.
But you better stay far away or it’ll be me at your apartment waiting to bust your head.

Niquenya Fulbright

My Story

sex appeal – www.lilkim20152002@yahoo.com

My story is no different.
It might be similar to yours.
I was in love with a man who said he loved me but his
true love was hitting on me.
I am the kind of woman who loves tough & sometimes refuse
to give up on love.

My story is deep.
It might hurt you in ways you wouldn’t believe.
I was there for this man through everything.
I was there for this man when he felt like he was nothing
& I was determined to make him feel like something.

My story cuts deeper than you could ever imagine.
It might scare you & you might have the need to ask questions.
One day he got mad at me & slapped me across the face.
He’d take his pocket knife & cut me deep in the waist.
There was pain but nothing would convince me to leave & I had a motive.
The evidence was there in my face & on my body.

My story would shock you.
It might even make you cry.
Two years & too many tears.
I’d sit and look outside my window & wonder how could I get
free & then I’d freeze because I know he wouldn’t let me.
He would refuse my request to leave and even if I got away he would go
on a rampage to find me.

My story started to hurt me even more.
It might help an abusee to get away from there abuser.
I finally decided to leave this man I was in love with who abused me deeply.
He abuse me in so many ways.
I waited until he was sleep & made my getaway & never returned.
He searced for me & I was no where to be found.
I moved to Paris to start a new & better life.

My story is now history.
My story was January 1998.
In 1999 I started off with a clean slate.
Take my advice don’t the abuser because the person your
hurting the most is you.

Untitled

gotbeatzzz – jazzyjeff@tmail.com

Did you know?
Did you know the kind of man I would become,
When you hit Mom, when you hit me?

Did you think?
Did you think about the scars deep in my soul
That were left to fester for all time with your words?

Did you care?
Did you care if I passed the hate to your grandchild?
To your Daughter-in-Law? To the rest of the world?

Well I did.
And although it was the hardest fight of my life.
I never became like you. Hated like you. Hit like you.

Well I did.
And am putting a smile on your grandson’s face everyday.
Working my plan for a happy family.

Yes, you changed.
Yes, you stopped everything, became a man.
Bacame the husband and father you should have been.

But I always wondered.
Did you think? Care? Know?
Or like water under the bridge, let it all go.

I guess I will go to my grave wondering.
Since you arrived there first.
No matter what though you were my Father and I always loved you.

Jeff G

Letter to the President

Sincere – ZionizLife@netscape.net

Dear Mr. PRESident,

I think its funny how you use Americans as test dummies, sticking our noses in the business of other countries. You see the lives lost overseas its the same way everyday, you bumping up gas prices then maybe you should up our pay. Because I think that’s its past due for you to reconcile the truth amongst (y)our country’s people, you stand against homosexuality in the military while sending toy solders to play casualties, now which murder is legal? Now do you want war or do you want peace in the streets,give me a job or I’ll continue selling dope to make ends meet. You say that there is a war on drugs but can you stop the one that’s in our schools, because if you think an assault rifle can’t be sneaked in class then you’re a damn fool. You only come around when you need the votes for another election, I hear the people talk, drop out for your own protection. This world was not created so that you could pose our country as being a major threat, now you got men running around dancing with bombs strapped to their chest. The REVOLUTION is here and I need no man to lead me, because I read the book on SUICIDE by Huey P. Newton’s apple bump me on the head with a question to ask, but I knew the answer,”they stay behind their desk to save their own ass.” And what’s the deal, I heard that you might be cutting out income tax, we work hard as is, how about cutting Equifax. The issues aren’t hard to understand if just listen to what the people want, better pay attention before Kerry gets elected and you don’t. I’m tired of all this bullshit that YOU got stated, it sickens me to the core as if ten chickens farted. Is there, no there is a better re-solution to what’s going on, this day was prophisized leaving Jesus right and you completely wrong. Then you f**ked me up by saying that the economy is better because you, oh yeah, the unemployment rate has just went up again so thank you. The stock market is just the opposite of those statistics, some go up but mostly down, now who’s being optimistic. Just leave well enough alone then you wouldn’t be getting all these complaints left on your phone. I’m just saying what many are afraid to say so will you turn the lights on and lead a better way. Because if you can’t get this mess together here and overseas, then the people and I think its’ best you leave.

Your Biggest Fan,
SINCERE

p.s. Tell your people to find Bin Laden before he finds us again!

CANT BREATHE WIT OUT U

Belovedsha – belovedallah@tmobile.com

CAN`T BREATHE WIT OUT U

CAN`T BREATHE WIT OUT U BLACK WOMAN,
UR LOVE IS INTOXICATING UR TOUCH IS SO STIMULATING.
I DON`T JUST DREAM ABOUT U
IT`S AS IF THOUGHTS OF U BLACK WOMAN BRINGS HEAVEN 2 THIS KING`S EVERY WAKING HOUR.
CAN`T BREATHE WITOUT U,
DA WARMTH OF UR THIGHS PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE,
THERE`S NO OTHER PLACE I`D RATHER BE THEN WITH U BABY.
CAN`T BREATHE WIT OUT U,
I MORE THEN NEED UR LOVE
I HUNGER 4 IT DA WAY A MAN DOING LIFE CRAVES HOT BATHS, FREEDOM, SUNSHINE N A GOOD WOMAN.
I`M MORE THAN N LOVE WIT U BLACK WOMAN,
I`LL DO ALL N MY POWER 2 SHOWN PROVE MY LOVE IS TRUE.
AT ALL TIMES PROTECTING U N RESPECTING U AS DA QUEEN U R.
I`M HEAD OVER HEELS 4 U LOVE,
BLACK WOMAN UR DA BEST PART OF ME, CAN`T BREATHE WIT OUT U;
THIS KING NEEDS U LIKE AIR 2 BREATHE.

I Never Knew

KrazosPoeticFlava – alabamasfinest2005@yahoo.com

I never knew how much I loved and cared for you until you up and left now your love is gone.
I never knew whether or not if you’ll be the one so, I say to myself, “Just be patient an wait.
I never knew how much you meant to me until the last two weeks of the 2002 and 2003 school year,
I didn’t know the exact words to say.
I never knew what it felt like to shed a tear until I shed one for you
“I Never Knew”

I Wish

sweetie – shant86@yahoo.com

Ooh how I wish that the world could what I see
Even when I look into the eyes of a
A homeless person on the street
I see hope
Love
Worries
And sadness
From the way this world treats a person with a little bit of madness
No one even willing to listen to his stories
About things that he has seen and places he has been
About being rejected and accepted and rejected again
Only to find out that Uncle Sam is nobody’s friend
Ooh yes, can you see what I see
When I look into the eyes of an abused child
To see nothing but pain
Hurt and
Anger
Hoping and praying this world can set her free
Knowing deep inside that she can not escape
From this pain and misery
But nobody even stops to glance and wonder why
This child so sweet has scars on her arm and bruises on around her eye
But only to know that she keeps on running away
From that home that is sugar-coated to make it seem so sweet
But that a closer look and you will see
This place is only a place where her soul is torn
Making it harder for her to be set free
Now can you see what I see when I look into the eyes
Of a racist
To see someone blind of color
And someone’s mind that isn’t free
Someone who’s mind isn’t open to color and unity
Being afraid of realizing the truth
Knowing that everyone is special and in need
And that all of the slaves were freed
And that god is the judge not you
Dig deep inside and you’ll realize that
being a racist is something that’s not true

Someday my wish will come true.