genuwine

like a bird that flies
through the light blue skies
i feel free
like the sun that shines
and gold tucked away in mines
i feel free to be me
like sand on the beach
a soft blanket to the land
i feel free to be me because i can
like the moon at night
the worlds flashlight
i feel free to be me because i can, a beautiful sight
like a cool breeze
through the expanded leaves
of the wonderous oak trees
i feel free to be me because i can, a beautiful sight, touching all that have been blessed in my presence.

“shye”

I (for you)

I am a stranger to you as you exist
Nameless because you dont know my character
You ask no questions, full of assumptions, full of hate
still I love you….I did not forget nor forgot the seeds
Not growing because I reap what has rot
And there you stayed….for me to remain a stranger to you as you exist
I painted a picture of your face to leave splashes of colors I couldnt paint over
To create what was beautiful…..You…… You to me was art
I wouldnt depart without leaving behind my love
which of course tainted during the course of my story
I’m oblivious by you…for not understanding
I have not turned my mind away
Just so I wouldnt say whats real
Yet you knew of me a moment in time
A moment of beauty turned into bitterness
I still love her, she is still someone
I just hate to see her down and out of touch with herself
She’s smart maybe because she puts alot of passion into her heart
creating it into art…something she cant depart
The drugs fill in the hollowness…Something tooken..something given
too fast too soon, leaves an emptiness left to cater to death smoke
I hope the poisonous girl with a big butt and a smile can continue to smile
and less frown, Given she lets go of the poison in her system let go of the hate that is given
let go of this mental prison
Let go of the anger poured out to others, given it has to do now with self
and cant blame my mother….although needing someone to blame
Only those can reach this pain through understanding
I am not odd or out of touch….Just touched and out of the ordinary
Angry for being giving, less recieving, angry for being a stranger to you
as you exist…nameless because you do not know me
The me you see now was never the me before and the me in the futue
will have a locked door never to be touched abused again by uneducated men
that have no idea how to handle a real gem cause they dont realize the gem
within themselves…..Dirty minds attract dirty minds cause I see the reflection of me
looking into your eyes…Only to understand that your still beautiful deep down inside
Only lies believing lies contradict the reality, I’m not mad at me….
My heart was in its place…………………..

A moment of beauty turned into bitterness
I still love her shes still someone
I just hate to see her down and out of touch with herself
She’s smart, maybe because she puts alot of passion in her art
Something in her heart that wont depart
The drugs fill in the hollowness