I Can’t Understand

sometimes i feel like a bird as my mind drifts away not understanding why i must feel this way

on certain days i dream thoughts that seem to have a unsteady flow waitin an watchin as my dreams make a show

still i cant understand why must i love somthin thats hurts so much an even though they hurt me i long for their touch

true love is what wise men say but i am only a fool a love that is so deep i am afraid to say its true

my mind makes circles as i walk along the path holdin my shadows hand as love takes its wrath

i been through it all had love an felt it but why must i let go of somethin of somethin i never dealt with

i cant understand sometimes why i go through the things i go through trials an tribulations faith is a must i must do

i am scared of of the battle of life movin on after they’re gone livin in the past as i try to write along

a life without love is somethin i cant understand but why must i fight love as it takes me by the hand

why must i feel this way an ask dumb questions calling upon the lord repentin an askin for a blessin

i feel like a book that is missing upon a shelf maybe i do understand but i just cant understand myself

i love to lust but why not love to love for the person i play with is the one who acts as a dove

i mean that person is beautiful to me in every aspect of life thats makes me understand why a man proposes to his wife

sometimes i do feel as a bird as i flyin along the sea drifting with the drifters floating among the trees

i do understand but maybe i dont a life so simple but quit i wont

all the times i was wrong i felt i was right but when i thought back it was u that changed my life

to be honest i dont understand what i go through maybe we go through it all sometimes we rise as sun sets then we fall

a life of ups an downs is what we may have but jesus paid the cost of dyin because he cared

i think thats my problem i care too much so sometimes i understand why we must live an let go

so i will live life let go an live in my dreams holdin on to wat may last only for me

even at times a boy dreams to be a man but at the same time somethin so simple i cant understand

i cant understand why must i love what i cant see but maybe thats the reason why love runs away from me

“Love”

u kno love is a great thing to experience well even when u r down, and even in the toughtest times love can turn a frown upside down
love can help a person change 4rm a boy to a man, love can exchange feelings like no one else can
but now adays it seems as if love has gone forever an just left, as if its here one day the next day gone like “death”
an if u feel that love isnt there well it could be around the way, maybe u just havent seen it approach r come your way
but i tell u that love cannot make or change a fate, for even if u do help someone they still might show hate
and if they do show hate to u well love them for some ironic reason, because for every person u help always comes the right season
but even with a season love can spread joy, to a friend u love like a girl r a boy
but as for me love is just a white beautiful dove, makin u closer with the one above
an by the one above i mean the one whos there,the one who we as humans look up to for care
and also i tell u to care is to like, cuz if u care for someone u see good with them in your life
and to my brothers love her and show care, beacuse no matter wat u say you would be hurt if she wasnt there
and treat her right dont hit her in the face, kiss her on the lips hold her and touch the right place
an to my sistas treat him right and love your man, beacuse you to would be hurt to see him hold someone elses hand
“And To Those That I Dont Kno But Hope To See, I Tell You To Love And That Love Will Set You Free”

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A True Love

i remember a long time…well about 3 weeks ago, i was talkin to a gurl but feelings wouldnt show…so i guess u can say that a nigga cant flow cuz she in the front of the line and im in the back row.DAM I HATE THAT why u gotta call her a hoe…now she startin to cry tears of a slide-show. man…i just hope an pray…that maybe one day in her heart could i lay. an what makes it bad please let me say…the gurl im talkin bout been feelin her since the 9th grade. AND its real bad cuz she bout to graduate but b 4 i let go no she cant slip away. and to be honest
its seems my heart is tryin to fight those three L words LOVE LUST and LIKE

i mean i cant believe i said it…wait what is goin on, dam now its 2 gurls as i write along the poem. one about to graduate an plus another gurl just came in plus another i had my eyes on since grade 10. but ever since this year i dont kno what could have changed, i just wanna be with her but my shyness is to blame. its like when i see her all i can do is greet her…give her a hug an pray that she has the same feelings. i mean all of this is nice but i must say im still dreamin…waitin and watching, prayin and thinkin. Hopin one day all of my feelins inside i can take out of a bottle an no longer hide. and yes i cried, an u do 2 but the tear that i shed is because im not with u.

and even tho it sounds good im speakin from the heart an its kinda hard to say but thats love 4rm the start. from ur head to ur toe to ur beautiful brown eyes no one can compare to a perfect surprise…but u are more than that…a gift i wish to keep you’re a star in the sky whose eyes i look to weep. if i could hold u just one and only one time i would treat u as sumthin special therfore meaning u are mine. but i keep sayin if why not when i hold u because the more that i delay the feelings i cant show u

now i think that im in love but…im in love with like, i think thats right its just its hard to decide. who am i to choose because i hope u are my bride to have an to hold an to keep u by my side. i want u to kno that no matter where u go i will always be here no matter if feelings dont show.

I WILL NEVER LEAVE U ILL BE FAITHFUL AN TRUE BECAUSE THE DEATH OF A WIFE IS LIKE LIFE WITHOUT U DONT WORRY WE ARE TOGETHER IT WILL JUST TAKE SUM TIME AN I HOPE IM THE ONE FOR U BECAUSE TRULY U ARE MINE

What A Dream

i’ve heard wise men say when a dove cries somebody is in pain, i cannot say i saw that but i saw beautiful get put to shame.

i saw it with my own 2 eyes you should have seen them, see the problem with her boyfriend is that everyone he didnt know wanted to be him.

see he had 2 characters in which in showed at school, one mr allstar an 2 well heres the news.

see his gurlfriend ol beautiful he used to beat her real well, an then we would ask her wats wrong she’d say i slipped and i fell.

im thinkin to myself now this just cant be real, so i had to ask her again she just said the bruise didnt heal.

so i took it i accepted it although i knew she was wrong, for in that same day which he beat her she got a call on the cell phone.

so while he is yelling and screaming she still manages to talk along, until a voice cried out an said your mother is on her way home.

an after her boyfriend calmed down she is saying what do you mean, an the voice returns softly an says this is how it seems.

see your mother got into accident in which her brain is still dead, now the gurl heard what she said so she is tryin to lay her head

and while her boyfriend should hold her in his arms he yells instead,she says please quit i thought you loved me he says i never did

see i have a full scholarship and i really dont need you, she is saying please dont say that you dont know what i been through.

see ive let you hit me and hurt me an you say that you care,he says shut up your nothing without me just a dark girl with hair.

but as soon as she talks again he slaps her to the floor,he kicks her and kicks her then walks out the door

and now she’s throwing up because in her stomach is a boy, a gift to the world in which he just destroyed

an now she is calling everyone but everyone is too busy to talk, she tried to call her call one of her friends but even they had to walk

so she got in touch with her sister an said please hear me out, her sister said im sorry baby but im about to go out.

she tried to call everyone but no one seemed to be home, she tried to call me but i forgot my cell phone

so i decided to go over an a chill for a while, but as i approached her apartment my smile turned into a frown

see there were cops cars all around with a body on the ground, an see on the face was a bruise in which someone crowned

i didnt know it yet but my friend was dying before my eyes, see when he kicked her in her stomach poisons from her abdomen burst inside

now everyone wants to talk to her but her lips are closed shut, but see when she tried to talk to us no one could stay in touch

an we dont know her story because we never tried to listen, we always moved her out the way an didnt seem to pay attention

but see me i saw her pain an stuggle an as strange as it seems, i saw her own death but what im writing is a dream

see her boyfriend was 21 an she lost her virginity at 13, but what im tryin to figure out is why is this happening to me

see out of all the people in the world GOD gave me this vision, now im tryin to figure out why is my sister the main character of my premoniton

an im only tellin you this so here’s advice now listen,before you mistreat your girl understand her condition

because in the end you never kno what you could be missing, an you could have saved one life if you took one chance and listened

but see i have to go now because this a matter at hand, but before i finish this hear me out and understand

see there never was time where boy didnt become man, and if you dont understand im saying for your girl spare the hand

because even if you hurt her she still took you in, an you still yelled an yelled to your hearts content

an you have to remember this is only a dream, but now that you know go and do the right thing

but i have to go now so here is my last words, LIVE LOVE AND CHERISH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE HEARD

because if this happens you are a whitness to my verbs, but let me leave you in peace for my sister i have to take care of

live love and cherish