Roses are dead,
Violets are too.
I’m in love with someone else,
And finally over you.

I played all your self-indulgent games,
Put up with your fucked up attitudes.
Realized I was doing too much,
Never knew I was a priceless jewel.

I did my dirt,
But you did yours too.
You told all your friends our business,
And if you only knew how fake they were to you.

It’s a shame how you’d act towards me,
In front of all your so called friends.
You don’t even know how much you needed me.
I helped you stand!

But I got too much pride for that,
Way too much for you.
So I’m oh so happy,
To be completely, entirely, and absolutely…over you

I thought about calling him

And then I second guessed myself

Re-evaluating my own motives

Am I envisioning deep conversations or complicated physical equations?

Am I being selfish, or selfless?

Am I forcing triangles into circular spaces?

I’m good at contorting others to fit in my space

Making them into what I want them to be

But I don’t ever want to bend; I will and I have

But I don’t want too.

I need a blacksmith

Someone to get me so hot I melt

Once I am shaped it will take the same amount of heat to bend me again

So I have to find a man who can keep me constantly heated

That way I’m always changing and able to grow

Have you ever met a cat that acted like a dog?

Well I have…

My granny said “if a man wants you he will call you “

But most men don’t know what’s good for them

So I pray about him and me or me and him

Allah told me that I am made for him

But it must be his decision and I cannot lead him to it

Eve led Adam to bite a Quins; Look how she paid for it

A lifetime committed to a man who never forgave her one sin

And to top it all off he told all his relatives and friends!!